Things to ponder.

Things to ponder this evening:

why palmetto bugs (aka giant nasty roaches) only appear in my apartment when it is most inconvenient?

why having a cocktail after waiting tables all night is so nice?

why sometime I just really want to smoke a cigarette when it is such a disgusting, smelly, carcinogenic activity?

why a group of people can have a perfectly lovely evening dining at an establishment and leave their server, a struggling student, who in no way wronged them a five dollar tip on a $150 tab?

why my doggies are so lovable?

why blueberries make such a good daiquiri when blended with vodka?

why most people can't just be happy and enjoy the world, but will instead spend their lives hurting other people for their own financial gain?

why isn't every single person on this planet more concerned with our environment?

how anyone can go through with suicide when "tomorrow is always another day"? (i quote, the lovely, miss scarlet here)

how can there be hope for the future?

will i ever wear a size two again, comfortably?

really, why would anyone waste their life pursuing power and money when happiness and daiquiris exist?

hmmm......