it's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then

Still no net!


Time Warner comes to my aid tomorrow, so maybe...

For now I leave you with this thought:

So this is life without internet...

My internet has been going off and on ever since I first set it up in August of last year. This was no big deal because my neighbor had wireless which worked in my apartment most of the time and that was good enough for me. And then said neighbor moved... sad day indeed.

I woke up from a sound sleep about thirty minutes ago and I don't know why. I have always felt slightly less than comfortable here at my dad's house. I just feel like there are restless spirits or sociopaths roaming the neighborhood.

It is crazy windy outside which lends itself to my "something is brewing" suspicions because things every where are creaking and scraping. The wind here does not yield the same delicious magic as it does in Corpus. Things here aren't accustomed to it and everything sounds horror movie-esque.

As if crazy insomnia weren't enough- it is coupled with crazy bad thoughts. Lovely.

Nighty night...

or not.

Ah, there goes the squeaky front door again... Nice - looks like I am not sleeping.

Ahhhhh.......