it's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then

Brain scramble.

Maybe it is just the typical end of semester exhaustion, but I have been super out of whack lately.

I am obsessed with moving in June, it is very exciting, but mostly I feel a great need for a change.  I think my emotions are in a rut.  The last couple years have really drained me and I don't really feel like I have an emotional North to guide my internal compass.

I could not tell you what I want because I do not know.  I really just want time to myself.  Time to get things back on track and realign myself.

Only two weeks left of school.

Sigh.

Gotta finish the marathon before I can attend to myself, two weeks, two weeks... two weeks until it is Rachel time.