Unsettled

I can't think these days.  Too many big choices, can't put together thoughts in my brain any longer.  I am hoping this passes soon.  For today, bullets:

• My back has been killing me!  Makes everything more difficult.
• I have been offered a fully funded fellowship at a beautiful school in Mississippi.
• Unless I change my mind, I am turning it down because the cost to move there would be financially crippling at the present.   I am thinking I need to work for a few years before I attend graduate school.  I will make this final decision on Monday.
• I applied for a couple of jobs in the Corpus area which are exactly in my field, except...
• I am thinking I am almost certainly going to teach next year.  I talked to schools here and feel confident I can get hired at one, except...
• My sister teaches middle school science in Austin and wants to see if she can get me a job at her school.  I would have to leave the coast, which makes me sad.  However, I could stand to spend at least a year in closer proximity to my family.
• I am planning to go to El Salvador in July.  Booking my ticket as soon as I am sure I am not accepting the science job in Corpus.
• I am eating leftover pizza for breakfast, but it is homemade, whole wheat so I don't feel that bad about it.