Freaking out.

I live in a perpetual state of changing my mind and then freaking out and then having a mental/emotional breakdown trying to figure out what my path in life is supposed to be.

Maybe these wise words will help if I read them enough:

Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens. -Kahlil Gibran.

Do or do not. There is no try.
-Yoda